love sucks
2004-07-19
i'm starting to daydream about chris' visit. it was the same way before i met him in munich. i tried to forget about him for the two months after he left and then a couple weeks before i got on the plane i was so freaking excited to see him i couldn't blink.and since march (has it been that long already), i bitch and i bitch and talk of being single and "boyfriend,who? what boyfriend?". you know...basically talking myself out of needing him and missing him.
and now all i can think of is being able to wake up next to him in his arms.
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