i would go on, but i'm too tired and feel to pathetic to even write about it right now
2003-10-14
i'm tired and i've had too many cigarettes, too much coffee and one too many glasses of wine. starbucks and ryan's...they're like my second home now. so much so that when i walked into the house last night, mom mentioned that its like i'm living a double life. how sad is that? really, my life isnt that exciting where i would actually have a double life. I wish i did. i know its hard to believe mom, but when i say i'm at starbucks with joanne, i really am at starbucks with joanne.yeah, its just me and jo sitting down, filling our lungs with all those bad things they talk about on those fuckin truth.com commercials...embalming fluid, carbon monoxide, whatever it is. whatever it is it makes time pass. which is all i hope for lately.
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