fears of a travel agent

yes, i know its been a long time since i updated this thing. and i don't even know why. i guess its because of the new job...when i get home in the evening, after i eat dinner, shower, i don't really feel like doing anything besides vegging out in front of the tv and watching the latest american idol or david letterman or whatever else is on tv. no excuse, though, no excuse.

so today was the last day of training. come monday i'll have to take actuel bookings. a part of me is a little scared but a kind of want to get on with it already. i'm tired of practicing because the way i figure, no amount of practicing is going to be like acually doing the real thing. i'm just afraid i won't remember all my codes and some bitchy travel agent is going to tell me i'm too damn slow and will i please transfer him/her to someone else. eeek!! and worse, me boss will be listening in to calls. but, oh well, i've trained for the past month or so and i know what i'm doing...it'll just take me a while to get the hang of it...i'll be fine. i'll be fine. fuck it.