hopefully tonight i'll dream of heath and not of codes
but things are going okay for the most part. its overwhelming but i'm sure i'll get it with practice. today when i started work the other girl who's training with me gave me a look with her half open eyes that said, "we have seven hours of codes today". but by lunchtime time goes by quickly and before i know it i'm on my way home. i probably should be studying right now but need to give my brain a rest.
last friday i went to this party at a house in kalihi that was just amazing. it was a three story house located at the end of a long tree covered driveway built in the early 1900's over a natural running stream that pours into this huge natural pool. on the bottom floor theres a platform that you can jump off into the water. and the house is connected to a gallery that hold the artwork of the original owners of the home, a married couple who were both very talented artists. two lifesize painting of them hang at either end of the gallery. one of the wife, who was a part hawaiian woman, the other of the husband, a self portrait. just the most amazing home i've ever been too. the man who lives there, whom i met through the volunteer program i'm with, said we could come back during the day so we could go swimming. i hope he remembers.
other than that, i've been feeling a little, i don't know, SINGLE lately. wishing i could fall in love again. i even had a dream about heath ledger the other night. we were dancing and this girl was trying to cut in and he was like, "no! i'm in a committed relationship!" what a crack up. i must be losing it. or maybe i just need to get laid.


