the point is there is no point
2002-06-09
i've always been a believer that things happen for a reason. that there is a reason why certain things happen to you, a reason why you met this person or that person. that every person you come into contact with shapes who you are in some kind of way. some large, some small. rob was the first person who made me appreciate family and how important it is in shaping who you are. regg, what i experienced with regg was a combination of love, desperation, adoration, pain....sorrow. and i'm sure it shaped me more than i can even comprehend at this moment.but what was the reason for v calling me like he did out of the blue and then disappearing just as suddenly? and especially now, just when i was starting to be comfortable in my own shoes, not thinking of regg, not needing anyone to tell me goodnight or to spend my days with or to cuddle with. why now? to remind me just how single i am? to spend two days with him to feel the excitement of being with someone old yet new and have someone to rest my head upon only so i could not hear from him again? i mean, what was the point?
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