no more cigarettes for me

still feeling like crap but a little bit better than yesterday. yesterday was horrible...i almost ignored the fact that i have no medical insurance and went to the doctor anyway. but i held out. i really don't want to spend a hundred dollars for a doctor visit.

i still have this cough though and my body still feels a little weak. the cough is especially bad in the morning. then its gets better thoughout the day. i feel so stupid for going out this past weekend and smoking those fucking cigarettes. never again. this sickness has been so bad i don't even want to look at another cigarette for a very very long time.

i wonder if i have an ear infection or something. i haven't been able to hear out of my right ear since sunday. that would suck because then i'd have to go get a perscription for that. hmm. is there any over the counter drugs for ear infection? or maybe its just because my nose is all plugged up.

oh no i'm having a coughing fit again. i think i'm going to take a couple puffs from my mom's inhaler.

thanks sarah and lei for your well wishes. you're so sweet!