the nightmare continues

i've been having dreams about regg lately. the last one i had, which was last night, i was somewhere in chinatown walking around when i ran into him. he was angry or hurt because in my dream i was trying to avoid him. and a couple nights ago i had a dream where i was going to a funeral for a girl i do not know, and at the funeral i saw him. he was leaving and i was trying to catch up with him because i wanted to talk but when i got his attention he didn't want to talk to me. he stood there and mocked me the whole time. all the while we were surrounded by friends of his who were pointing and laughing.

as if my reality of this situation weren't torture enough, now i have to dream about it.

dreams are weird stuff. i always try to analyze them. one recurring dream i have involves waves. big waves. i'm talking pipeline-in-the-winter-eddie-aikau waves. each time i have this dream its a different setting or situation, but always i am either trying desprately to avoid the wave or i'm unsuccessful and end up being pounded by wave after wave. in fact i just had this dream a few nights ago.

large waves in dreams are supposed to symbolize emotional upheaval and unrest. well thats what the dream dictionary said. i guess thats true...the scary thing is i've been having the dream for a long while now.