i'm back

Yay...I have my computer back! My screen finally gave in and burnt out on me. But its fixed now! All fixed.

So...hmm...what have I been up to. I've been pretty much gone all week. Last Friday I didn't get to go see Alicia Keys like I wanted because by the time I wanted to go and get tickets on Thursday they were all sold out. Thats what I get for taking so long to pick them up. But I heard it didn't start till about 1 a.m. and that the lines were hella long so maybe in a way it was good cause I would've been really annoyed.

Instead Ang and I just went out and had a few drinks. She finally bought her Audi. I say finally because she's been talking and fretting about what car she's going to buy for the last month. Lexus? Audi? I'm like, jeez, ever heard of Toyota? But thats Ang...always got to have the best.

Saturday I went to a friends graduation party and then went out dancing after. We met up with these two guys who were at the party and one of them was doing some serious flirting with me. Nice guy. Tall, part Hawaiian. Good job...he does investigations for U.S. customs. So he asked for the digits and I gave it to him. Anyhow, he called me the very next day...he was in the neighborhood and asked me if I wanted to get together and hang out for a while. So he came over and we went driving...went to Makapu'u and Sandy's. Anyway, he keeps mentioning that he can't believe I don't have a boyfriend. And I'm thinking, why is he tripping? And I put two and two together and realize I didn't even ask him if he had a girlfriend. So I ask. And he laughs. He's "kinda seeing someone". And just the way he said it made me laugh. So he's says "Oh I feel bad now." And I'm like, "Why? It's not a big deal..." I mean, he was making it out to be this big thing as if I was like planning out out marriage or something. Unless, of course, its more serious than he's leading me to believe. Which led me to say, "Why do you feel bad...unless you two are serious or something." And he's like, "No...hmm...how's those waves?"

Well, long story short, all throughout our drive he's making all these sexual innuendos and then laughing about it after to make it seem as though he's not serious. Playing the "oh i'm only kidding" game. But I know that if I told him to pull over right then he'd have no problem. It was as if he was testing me out or something. I don't know, maybe he was hoping he had got lucky and scored himself a freak. Get real. I mean, I don't know, we had nice conversation otherwise. He could be a nice guy. But, damn, slow down on the innuendo. What kind of impression is he looking to make anyways. Heh, heh. Obviously he wasn't thinking about good impression. God, I am so naive sometimes.

Christmas was nice. Went over to Tutu's house and Shannon came with me since her parents are out of town. I received some nice gifts from mom. Two pairs of shoes and a lovely light blue dress. She also bought me a gift certificate to Get Wet so now I can finally get me a new bikini.

Speaking of bikini I had a wonderful day at the beach. There was not a cloud in the sky and it was flat over here on the east side. Just breathtaking. The beach was full of tourists, but it was so beautiful I hardly noticed. On days like today I think to myself that if there is a God, She lives in Waimanalo. And it just pisses Her off when you don't take a walk outside and feel like there's so much beauty around you that you just can't handle it.