ah, single life.

I just finished talking to Rob and he was asking me if I was going to the Alicia Keys concert, which I am. With Ang and her man. He said good maybe he'll see me there...with Jenn. And thats cool but then I thought great, I'm gonna be with two couples and worse, one of them is going to be my ex. And you know I never knew what the big deal was before when I was with Rob and we'd go out and Shannon would bitch cause she hated being the third wheel or hated being with other friends of ours who were part of couples and she'd be the only single one. But now that I'm "single"...I mean, shit I haven't heard from Regg in three weeks so I guess its a safe assumption...it really DOES suck to go out and be with a bunch of fucking couples when your single. Shit, whatever, i'll be a "glass is half full" type a girl and make the best of it. I won't let it ruin my night, but I must say it sucks.

Being single is good. Being single is good. Don't need a man. Don't need a man.

And then he started talking about moving in with Jenn next month and I don't know why but I felt a little pain in my heart. What kind of stupid shit is that? I guess there is a little part of me that wonders if what I did was right...breaking up with him. But I know its just stupid because was I thinking about that a month ago when I was crying my eyeballs out over Regg? No. Was I thinking about that a few months ago when me and Regg were good? No. So stop being silly, girl. He's happy, let it be.

But, whatever, my honest opinion is that its too soon. They've only been together maybe a month and a half, and she has three kids and I don't think he's ready for it. Not to mention the father of one of her kids is in prison and he's threatened to come after him.

Look at me though, is my situation any better? God, I'm such a hypocrite.