jennifer lopez with blue hair

Hmm...what should I do today? Maybe go down to the beach...looks like the weather might be nice.

Didn't do much at all the past couple of days. Yesterday I went to the mall...and I hate going to the mall when I know I have no money to spend. It just makes me depressed. I saw a black string bikini at the gap for twenty bucks. "Look mom, a black string bikini for twenty bucks." (Hint, Hint...Christmas) I'm so terrible.

Late in the afternoon went down to Sandy's with Char for a little while...Kawika and Darnell were there. Tried to make plans to go see Natural Vibes at Jarons but that didn't work. Little Paul (Char's son) felt sick and Shannon had plans with her man.

Rob (ex-boyfriend/fiance) called me yesterday. We were supposed to have lunch last week but I didn't hear from him. He got into a fight with his new girlfriend. She's having a hard time dealing with the fact that he and I are still friends...and also that one of his best friends, Rhea, is a girl. And a very attractive one at that. She just can't believe that his relationship with Rhea has always been platonic being that she looks the way she does. He's been friends with Rhea since he and I were together and she is just one of the coolest chicks you could meet. I had no problem with them hanging out together and alot of my friends thought I was nuts because of it. I used to get pissed off because they'd try to insinuate that something could be going on. Its just hard for people to understand...Rob is not like most guys. Because of how he grew up, he's just always had better relationships with women. And I had absolute trust in him...in every sense of the word.

So anyways, the poor girl has been burned in relationships so many times that she doesn't even realize that Rob is the real deal. And she's going to end up creating a problem out of nothing at all. I mean, in a way I can understand where she's coming from...I told him maybe if she were to meet me and see that we are nothing but friends it would be easier. I mentioned that on Tuesday we we're going to Pipeline ($1 drinks) for Shannon's birthday and that if he wanted to come with her he'd be more than welcome.

Anyhow, he said that there were other things about their relationship he's worried about but that he would wait till we meet for lunch next week to tell me about it.

Oh and I had the most psycho dream last night. There were two parts.

In the first part I was driving to Kailua with my dad and I looked up to the sky and saw a big black chevy truck flying through the air. At first I didn't know what to make of it...I was screaming in horror thinking it had somehow fallen out of the sky. But then, it started going up. Climbing. Like it was an airplane. The whole time I was freaking out. Then I was at home and the same thing happened, except this time they were motorcycles. I was sitting in my living room with my family and I looked out the window and saw two motorcycles coming out of the sky and straight towards us. We were all freaking out...a guy on one of the motorcycles told us everything was okay...its the new thing...the new way to travel. Floating in the air...sort of like the Jetsons. Ha, ha, ha. He asked if anyone would like to try, so we all gathered around in my back yard and watched as my mom hopped on the back of this motorcycle and took off to the air. We were all cheering. A bunch of kids chambering in a nearby abandoned car in the back yard of my neighbor (which doesn't exist) got out and tripped on the whole scene. I am not making this up.

Then the second part of my dream I was in a first-class lounge (is there even such a thing) on an airplane with Jennifer Lopez and River Phoenix. We were going to Chicago. I was talking to Jennifer Lopez about her hair. It was blue. She was telling me that she doesn't even do her own hair and that some guy named Frederic Fekkai does it. I don't remember River Phoenix saying anything, he was just sitting there. Then all of a sudden, the plane did a nose dive. We were crashing, and I was screaming outloud, "I love you dad! I love you mom!" Even though they weren't there. And I was thinking how could it be that of all flights I would pick the one thats being hijacked.

And I guess I survived the plane crash because all of a sudden I was at an airport gate with a first class ticket to get on another plane. River Phoenix was behind me in line, and I turned to him and said, "Hey, you survived!" and he goes, "Yeah, I'm alive." And I say, "But didn't you die of an overdose?"

I have the most psycho dreams, I swear.