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seven freaking years!

2001-11-06
I've been in this wonderful fuck-everything mood. Fuck Regg, fuck drama, fuck ex-girlfriends. Fuck RELATIONSHIPS! Mwahahahaha.

I'm feeling pretty good today, pretty damn good I must say. I hope I'm not speaking too soon, but I think I'm actually on my way to feeling normal again. Well, today is the first day in a LONG time, but heck i'm rolling with it.

That night I was talking to Paul, spilling my guts out, I came to the realization that I have not been alone in 7 years! 7 freaking years! I have not been alone since high school. No wonder I'm losing my mind over Regg right now. I have no idea what it feels like to NOT be with someone...and because I never took time for me, I don't really know who I am. Maybe this should make me depressed but it doesn't.

At least now I know what it is I need to do. And knowing is half the battle, right?

5:21 p.m. ::
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